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[hope4tomorrow]

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now

BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him

I feel like shit.
Again.
As usual.
I just cant forget,
thought i was over this.
Then here comes another dream.
Then i put a picture up,
in the dash of my car.
Tried to take it down,
but i just couldnt.
So i drove all around town,
mainly focusing on that picture.
each glance brought something.
That something was,
a different memory,
more of a heartache,
less hapiness,
but reminissions.
of when i had her.
Then i start thinkin,
it wont happen again.
I looked at the picture.
smiled,
got out of my car,
and went back in.
Memories of those golden days,
will forever pleasure yet haunt,
my dreams and thoughts.