Feb 27, 2008 11:21
With blurred visions and shaking hands Matthew Kapa puts thoughts into print.
In combination with sleep deprivation and almost constant stress, actually knowing that i was nothing more than a convenience for you to use until you walked straight back into the arms that have pushed you down so many times you don't even realize what it feels like to be lifted up,
I strolled into my first class 45 minutes late today and laughed the whole time. I do believe i have officially gone crazy
i was guna ask you to drop me off at heart ache before you drove me to insanity. but its to late for both of those things
but who am i kidding i will wait around all day for you to call, text, or contact me in any way. And then forgive you for whatever you have done even if it was nothing at all. I guess that makes me no better than you. But then why cant i get you out of my head.
Over the past three weeks you were the only thing that i could think about and i was happy.
Now i would be happy just knowing what you wanted so i wouldn't have to play this stupid game anymore.
Why does every girl i have interest in have to keep me a secret.