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well I am smart! I tell you! i sat here for an hour trying to express my self. i mean I poured my heart out. and STUPID ME! yeah me, just had to accidently hit the rich text option instead of the submit entry buttom! i am a smart cookie i tell ya!
Anyhow i was complaining about my roommate! so here goes a shorter verion i hope, boy my butt is tired!
Oh wait let me call my mom real fast!
Okay! that was a yo-yo! she was playing cards so i got passed around back and fourth between her and my sister in law.
okay back to roomie!
1. she wants me to trade her my bed, and closet.
2. she expects me to be the sole house keeper.
3. she has lectured me already on my needing to respect her when she has and early day the next day. she wanted me to go to bed at like 10, now thats too early for me. but she lectured til like 12. she did this in english and Japanese."Sarah go to bed" I have a thing where i don't like being told what to do in the personal setting, so i stayed up til like 2 or something. I was pissed! Anyhow she doesn't practice what she preaches though, because she was the one to stay up really late last night and was up only after maybe four hours of sleep, making as much noise as she can.
4. Runs around here naked, making me VERY uncomfortable.
5. she thinks i am her sec. thinking that i live to tell her if her precious JEFF has called her or not. and when i tell her no that he hasn't she gets upset telling me its ny fault.
6. she has to know where me and the "sweet"mates are, at all times.
7. she thinks she can unplug my phone whenever she wants just to have hers pluged in.
8. she doesn't want me to be watching tv, unless there is something she wants to watch. but thats not gonna happen. i will watch MY tv whenever i want.
okay that was enough. its not all of it but its a good start.
I pray that the Lord will help to to overcome this task in life, because i know i cannot do it alone. i really wish that my experience living with a Japanese student was different. they are nice friendly people, most of them that ai have met anyhow..
well i was missing my mom and i called her but so i was a yo-yo, so i now remember what it is like to call my mom. its normal. i really would like to have a good conversation with her sometimes instead of being past around, because its her turn.
oh well,
prayer:
Heavenly Father, I come to you to day, to first and formost thank you. Father without you I would not have made it as far as i have. Lord God I pray that you work through my friends father, bless them and father listen to their prayers. Father I thank you for the opportunity to have friends. Friends that remind me everyday that I don't have to question myself or your existance because you exist! Father please show me how to be more effective at prayer! Father bless my family and their situations. Can you help me to not complain so much when i know that others are in greater needs of prayers being answered. Father I wish that I learn to be studious. I really want to excell in Grad school I want to earn better GPA, I know that i have potential. its just me cracking down and doing so. will you help me to avoid temtation. thank you father, with great love for you I pray. Amen.