here i am again!
ALRIGHT! i am sorry its taken so long to update but i have been gone for the winter break! let me tell you it wasn't good! well parts of it was. like i loved the time i got to spend with my mom! that was great! i loved that i was quite the cook too. i did all but two meals while on break! i've got to say that i won't die from my own cooking! its actually good! THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING ME BE A GOOD COOK! well not long after i got home my little sister showed up! BUMMER!
jenny and i DO NOT i repeat DO NOT get along! She takes every chance she gets to put me down. now i have learned to bite my tounge and turn away, but there are times when i want to throw back at her some of her own faults, but that is not solving anything! if anything its sinking down to her level. now i won't set here and say i wasn't hurt by what she said, because i was! so many times i wanted to take all her stuff and her and throw it all out side!
ever since starting college my room at home has ALWAYS been taken over by someone. most of the time it was jenny. durring these times she would go through my stuff and take what she wanted for me to never see again.
after a while i would stay in my room all day long.coming out only to cook suppr and to do other small things. my mom didn't like that i was spending all my time locked in my room but she knew why. still jenny tried to berate me but i wouldn't even look at her or listen to her, most of the time i would prtend that she wasn't there. the only reason i didn't say anything to jenny was because mom and dad both do not need the stress in their current conditions of health.
i got lucky a couple of times jenny would go to BG for a couple of days and i could join my parents in the livingroom, until she returned again. it was like a robbot she would walk in the door and i would walk out and into my room lock the door and start reading or sewing.
my last week before returning to school i was excited to be going back! Lilly was coming to get me on saturday! i couldn't wait! well that Wednesday evening we got a call from my aunt Betty, my aunt Jackie's husbandJohn was killed in a car accident. uncle John was one of my favorite uncles. we used to pick on each other. i will miss him! what am i talking about i do miss him. i am worried for jackie and the kids though. uncle john was on his way to church when it happened. he almost made it too. they say he was messed up really bab. my last memory of him was at a family reunion an couple of years ago. almost three now.i was picking on him as usual.
any how it was not such a great ending to my winter break. thats two family members to go in two months of each other, well a little less than that. my mom is scared we are going to lose two more soon. she said"it usually happens in threes" i pray the good Lord keeps me and my family safe and healthy.
well i will close for now and write more later. its rather late.
jenny and i DO NOT i repeat DO NOT get along! She takes every chance she gets to put me down. now i have learned to bite my tounge and turn away, but there are times when i want to throw back at her some of her own faults, but that is not solving anything! if anything its sinking down to her level. now i won't set here and say i wasn't hurt by what she said, because i was! so many times i wanted to take all her stuff and her and throw it all out side!
ever since starting college my room at home has ALWAYS been taken over by someone. most of the time it was jenny. durring these times she would go through my stuff and take what she wanted for me to never see again.
after a while i would stay in my room all day long.coming out only to cook suppr and to do other small things. my mom didn't like that i was spending all my time locked in my room but she knew why. still jenny tried to berate me but i wouldn't even look at her or listen to her, most of the time i would prtend that she wasn't there. the only reason i didn't say anything to jenny was because mom and dad both do not need the stress in their current conditions of health.
i got lucky a couple of times jenny would go to BG for a couple of days and i could join my parents in the livingroom, until she returned again. it was like a robbot she would walk in the door and i would walk out and into my room lock the door and start reading or sewing.
my last week before returning to school i was excited to be going back! Lilly was coming to get me on saturday! i couldn't wait! well that Wednesday evening we got a call from my aunt Betty, my aunt Jackie's husbandJohn was killed in a car accident. uncle John was one of my favorite uncles. we used to pick on each other. i will miss him! what am i talking about i do miss him. i am worried for jackie and the kids though. uncle john was on his way to church when it happened. he almost made it too. they say he was messed up really bab. my last memory of him was at a family reunion an couple of years ago. almost three now.i was picking on him as usual.
any how it was not such a great ending to my winter break. thats two family members to go in two months of each other, well a little less than that. my mom is scared we are going to lose two more soon. she said"it usually happens in threes" i pray the good Lord keeps me and my family safe and healthy.
well i will close for now and write more later. its rather late.