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well this weekend was a pretty boring one...i did nothing but stay home all day with eric on Saturday. Sunday night me and Jazmin went out and got kinda drunk, it was kinda fun lol. other than that, not much going on. i wish my dad would just turn the phone line back on at home. now i am going to need to start using the internet for school and i will have to come to school even on my days off just to get online and do research. which sucks. this coming weekend i am supposed to go to some club with Jazmin for some girl's b-day party...i told her i would go just cuz she is always asking me to go out and i always say i will and never do. but i know if i tell eric we are going to a club, he is going to say he doesn't want me to go, and i can't really blame him cuz i would say the same thing. then i thought about telling him we are just gonna hang out and not tell him about going to a club, but i don't feel right doing that, either. i don't wanna lie and then have him find out somehow later and be all pissed at me. plus i honestly don't even feel like going...i asked Maggie to come, but maybe she can just come over and she and i can just go hang out and skip the club thing. i dunno yet. i feel bad i am about to miss my poli sci class so i can stay in here on the computer, but i have research to do and not much time to do it...i hope i can get it done in time. well i guess i better get to that research stuff.