Bored...
today was so boring. there was nothing to do, especially since eric is working now. i went to the gym, as usual. i think i am slimming down, not losing much weight though cuz i'm gaining muscle. but thats ok. i'd rather have some muscle than be chubby like before. i can't wait until school starts. i've missed being in school! i love school shopping, for clothes, supplies, whatever! its great. other than that, i don't have much else to look forward to. my one year anniversary is Monday. i can't believe me and eric have been married one year. its hard to believe we even got through it. i really didn't think we were gonna make it. its still kinda hard to trust him...i am always expecting him to start talking to another girl behind my back and lie to me about it, or try to meet someone else...i hate feeling insecure about our relationship, but its hard after what he did. i'm hoping he learned from that mistake and doesn't do it again. cuz if he does, it seriously is OVER cuz i don't need that. but ne ways i guess thats all i have to say now. i guess more later.