30 Day Lolita Challenge - Day Seventeen
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Day 17 - What do you want more than anything right now?
One million dollars. An all expenses paid world tour. To be able to quit work and concentrate on getting my writing groove back. A never ending packet of timtams. (Wait, shouldn’t world peace be in there somewhere?)
I am a person of many wants. I can be very greedy, which I recognise and try to curb as best I can. For example, if you offer to share your junk food with me I’ll try to get an estimate of how much is okay for me to take rather than go with no buffers in place because this could end up with me eating all of it.
However, right now, more than anything, what do I want? Hmmmm, difficult question. (shifts about to get a more comfortable position on the fence.)
I think what I want more than anything right now is the motivation to go back to exercising regularly and losing the extra cms that I've gained this past year. I've done my research and made my choices in how I want to do it, but everytime it comes to making that initial plunge back in something more important always pops up.
Maybe I should remind myself how much happier I was with my self image when I had that motivation and was making it to the gym regularly. I know I'm not fat, nor radically ugly, but I know I can do better. I want that motivation back. (And while it's not exactly the deciding factor, I'm not going to lie and say part of it isn't due to wanting to be back in that place where it was easier to fit some brand sizes.)
wtf lj? You had made posting pictures so much easier and now you change back to automatically thumbnailing them, forcing me to struggle through my rusty html knowledge to fix this? Not much love to you regarding this right now. D:
Day 17 - What do you want more than anything right now?
One million dollars. An all expenses paid world tour. To be able to quit work and concentrate on getting my writing groove back. A never ending packet of timtams. (Wait, shouldn’t world peace be in there somewhere?)
I am a person of many wants. I can be very greedy, which I recognise and try to curb as best I can. For example, if you offer to share your junk food with me I’ll try to get an estimate of how much is okay for me to take rather than go with no buffers in place because this could end up with me eating all of it.
However, right now, more than anything, what do I want? Hmmmm, difficult question. (shifts about to get a more comfortable position on the fence.)
I think what I want more than anything right now is the motivation to go back to exercising regularly and losing the extra cms that I've gained this past year. I've done my research and made my choices in how I want to do it, but everytime it comes to making that initial plunge back in something more important always pops up.
Maybe I should remind myself how much happier I was with my self image when I had that motivation and was making it to the gym regularly. I know I'm not fat, nor radically ugly, but I know I can do better. I want that motivation back. (And while it's not exactly the deciding factor, I'm not going to lie and say part of it isn't due to wanting to be back in that place where it was easier to fit some brand sizes.)
wtf lj? You had made posting pictures so much easier and now you change back to automatically thumbnailing them, forcing me to struggle through my rusty html knowledge to fix this? Not much love to you regarding this right now. D: