Oct 02, 2004 20:38
well i woke up today and apart from my usual mornings i didnt get to talk to michael. i got up after laying in bed waiting for him to call but knowing that he wouldnt. Savannah Mullins, my little cousin, went with us today cause something came up that Britt couldnt go. everything i saw reminded me of michael. there was the convient stores that we stoped at when we were together, or the where we sat at the same McDonalds in Rural Retreat, or him holding me if i got cold or tired. all i did was set awake and think of him, not that it is a bad thing. he is truly my life so without him i would be lifeless. i dont know how i can live if he isnt in my life like i need so much. well the game was good i guess ok it was great. it was sunny when we got there so we just went in and didnt think to get a poncho cause we didnt know it was going to rain. it poured and we got soaked. my pants are still soaked but i loved it. it would have been so much better if michael was there though. i was soaked and cold and then the wind blew all i could think of was that if he was there then i wouldnt be cold. i looked for him in town on the way home after looking at every car dealership from here to blacksburg. unfortunatly he wasnt there but i did see an SRT-4 and cried. i came home and called him at dustys but he wasnt there so i called the cell. i got to talk to him for a little bit at least. i am going to try to call him back later though. i hope everything is going to be ok. i know it will cause i will do everything that i can to show him taht i love him. i will prove to him and to the world that he is the man that i love. well i have to go get my wet pants off but i will talk to ya later.
P.S. when you have to wring out your leather purse and your cousins tampons it is a good game. lol