Sep 20, 2004 21:05
i must be the most boring, most ignorant person in the world. for the past week or two i has seemed like i cant do anything right. the only good think in my life is my friends and my "lil baby boy", Michael. i was all excited today because my mom was going to come and watch me cheer but she never did show up. it was all i could do to keep from bawling my eyes out. unfortunatly i am homesick. i should get over it but i dont know. it seems to get harder every day. i have been this way for a while but i havent shown it because i couldnt. i still cant even tell certain people about it. i just need to set down and cry. maybe then i will feel better. i wish michael was here to hold me because i feel like shit. if he was here i wouldnt feel so bad then maybe i wouldnt be so upset. he is everything to me and everything that i want. i want to laydown beside him and go to sleep. then wake up and him be there. well guys i am going to go for now but i will talk to you guys later..
I have always been a little shy
I’ve always been the quiet type till now
And I never let my feelings show
I never let anybody know
Just how much I was so deep in love
But now that you’re in my arms
Chorus
I’m gonna stand on a rooftop, climb up a mountaintop
Baby, scream and shout
I wanna sing it on the radio, show it on a video
Baby, leave no doubt
I want the whole world to know just what I’m all about
I love to love you out loud
You keep bringing out the free in me
What you do to my heart just makes me melt
And I don’t think I can resist
But I’ve never been one to kiss and tell
A love this true can’t be subdued
So I’m gonna let out a yell
(Repeat Chorus)
Bridge
Baby, I want the whole world to see
Just how good your love looks on me
(Repeat Chorus)
Baby, I love to love you out loud
Yeah, I love to love you out loud