I forgot, mia culpa

[hoove]

Today after Chemistry class, I went to my locker and put up my Chemistry books. Then I headed downstairs for math. I get in my seat and continue reading Glorious Appearing. After taking role my teacher tells us to get out our homework from last night. I put down my book and search my desk and the surrounding area, I forgot my math book in my locker. I raise my hand and inform my teacher of this. She just gives me an evil look and gets to grading the homework. All through class I sit there trying to participate but unable to. My book had my math pencil in it, so I was pencil less. And my TI-83's battery's were dead, so I couldn't do half the notes. With five minutes of class left my teacher allows me to get my book. But she informs me that I've recieved a zero on my homework. Now I know that a zero isn't going to hurt me much. But I'm an over achiever and that just killed me. I so badly wanted to hurt myself. But I remembered that I can't hurt my own body, its not really even mine to hurt. So I accepted my punishment.

Since then I've had a good day. And before then I was having a good day. I went on a nice run today. Afterwards I laid on my hood and looked at the stars and spent a good probably 10 to 20 minutes alone with God and I thanked him over and over for everything. Especially Amanda of course. I love that girl. And God knows that well. He is the one thats put us together anyways. I love my life, no matter how much I hate it when I do stupid things, I wouldn't want any other life. Thank you God again, and thank you Amanda. Je suis alle avoir toi.

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