1st day of the next 40 years
Tomorrow is the first day of school with actual students that are my full responsibility. I'm not half as nervous as I was about it 2 weeks ago... but there is still so much I don't know. Things that I will forget about and have to say "woops... I screwed up. I'll get it next time." But I think that's inevitable.
I got a new car, which I don't actually have yet. It's a Honda CRV SE, which apparently makes it more fancy... not that I care, I just want a car that's not falling apart.
I have a new apartment, which I am pretty comfortable in. I just wish I had more people to share it with. More friends will be nice... but they will come.
I have a new job... I've been working for a week now, but tomorrow is the first day with kids. I feel like I've had an information overload everyday I'm there. I'm exhausted.
Basically I'm waiting for normalcy. I want to be able to go to the bank without questioning myself on how to get there. I want to know what to expect when I go to work. I want to get off work at a regular hour. I want to have people to call when I want to have dinner with someone.
These things will all come. I just have to be patient. I'm trying. It's a big transition... the biggest one I've ever had anyway.
Things that are going well:
-Relationship
-Co-workers are good
-Got car insurance/renters insurance + new car
-I will be starting work on my reading endorsement and Masters degree this semester. earlier than I thought.
I am happy. don't get me wrong. I'm just ready for things to settle.
I got a new car, which I don't actually have yet. It's a Honda CRV SE, which apparently makes it more fancy... not that I care, I just want a car that's not falling apart.
I have a new apartment, which I am pretty comfortable in. I just wish I had more people to share it with. More friends will be nice... but they will come.
I have a new job... I've been working for a week now, but tomorrow is the first day with kids. I feel like I've had an information overload everyday I'm there. I'm exhausted.
Basically I'm waiting for normalcy. I want to be able to go to the bank without questioning myself on how to get there. I want to know what to expect when I go to work. I want to get off work at a regular hour. I want to have people to call when I want to have dinner with someone.
These things will all come. I just have to be patient. I'm trying. It's a big transition... the biggest one I've ever had anyway.
Things that are going well:
-Relationship
-Co-workers are good
-Got car insurance/renters insurance + new car
-I will be starting work on my reading endorsement and Masters degree this semester. earlier than I thought.
I am happy. don't get me wrong. I'm just ready for things to settle.