hey, mr. tambourine man, play a song for me...
i went to the health dept today because something came up abnormal on my last pap test. so i had to have it redone today. and they tell me theres a chance that i might have cervical cancer. so my days not going well. my grandma had cervical cancer and my grandpas dying of the cancer thats effecting all his major organs. so im pretty well high risk. im really scared and i have no one to talk to. everyone i know either works or sleeps in til dinner time. and by then i wont want to talk about it anyways. ill be trying my best to put it out of my head. so if you are a praying person, say a prayer for my tests to come back normal. and if you know my family, please dont tell anyone im related to. the last thing they need is more stress caused my me. if i do have cancer, ill tell them, but i dont want them worrying for nothing. love you all and until next time...