Jason come back!
The words to the hardcore songs now have meaning. I understand why the metephors have to be so harsh. Its to get there damn point across. I also learned why i miss my brother so much. All my life i had wanted a brother... to replace mine. i knew that could never happen but heck give it a try. As i sit here now and think to myself There is no changing he is gone and there is not a time where i want him the most.
I have always been jellouse of the relationship that my sisters have had i never could realize why i never would fit in. I always wanted to go places whith them but they would sneak off without me. I now understand why i miss my brother so much. Its becasue i woundering if i ever could have a relationship with him as my sisters have with eachother. They have so much in common well what if he had simalar things with me. Then we would both Have some1 we could go off to the store with. I wounder what kind of person he would be. was he exciting and fun like me.
After all the things that are going on in my life it took me until now to figure this out. Im always jellouse of my sisters because i want my brother to be like me but that cant happen. life is full of mysteries to be solved. It takes a whole lifetime to answer them!
I have always been jellouse of the relationship that my sisters have had i never could realize why i never would fit in. I always wanted to go places whith them but they would sneak off without me. I now understand why i miss my brother so much. Its becasue i woundering if i ever could have a relationship with him as my sisters have with eachother. They have so much in common well what if he had simalar things with me. Then we would both Have some1 we could go off to the store with. I wounder what kind of person he would be. was he exciting and fun like me.
After all the things that are going on in my life it took me until now to figure this out. Im always jellouse of my sisters because i want my brother to be like me but that cant happen. life is full of mysteries to be solved. It takes a whole lifetime to answer them!