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today rather sucked honestly. well school wasnt so bad i guess. i have a chem test that i absolutely have to do super super super well on or its over for sure. i doubt i will though cuz i didnt study tonight like i told myself too. ohh well whats new? i always plan on being lil miss all as and bs but nope i just waste time. damn somethins gotta give...
but the worst part of the day was track. found out im gonna be sitting on my ass at the stupid barn the ennntiiirre weekend. all by pathetic self. thats right. all by myself cuz il be with a team that doesnt give a damn about my existence. at all. ohh im super excited. not. i wish that team could just ACCEPT me or somehting. cuz i have no nobody to talk to and i always stand out soo akwardly it hurts. it just hurts.
and next weekend i have to go to some stupid church retreat the whollle weekend as well. the word FUN no longer exists in katies world. hope everyones weekend is totally kickass. dont bother to think of the stupid outkast who will be watching her legs go numb as she sits on uncomfortable bleachers all day and night being totally ignored.
whew, sorry. im just not doing well at the moment. really tired really stressed. i am thankful for good friends and good parts of my life though. gosh, i really am. its just sometimes things go wrong and i just need to learn to deal with it :(
holla
-katie-
but the worst part of the day was track. found out im gonna be sitting on my ass at the stupid barn the ennntiiirre weekend. all by pathetic self. thats right. all by myself cuz il be with a team that doesnt give a damn about my existence. at all. ohh im super excited. not. i wish that team could just ACCEPT me or somehting. cuz i have no nobody to talk to and i always stand out soo akwardly it hurts. it just hurts.
and next weekend i have to go to some stupid church retreat the whollle weekend as well. the word FUN no longer exists in katies world. hope everyones weekend is totally kickass. dont bother to think of the stupid outkast who will be watching her legs go numb as she sits on uncomfortable bleachers all day and night being totally ignored.
whew, sorry. im just not doing well at the moment. really tired really stressed. i am thankful for good friends and good parts of my life though. gosh, i really am. its just sometimes things go wrong and i just need to learn to deal with it :(
holla
-katie-