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So its about 7:45 while I'm writting this i had to get up at so i could take a shower and finish shooting my Darkroom project.
Have you ever had one of those weeks where its really gave you time to think about everything and everybody in your life as a whole? I mean like how the whole puzzle of things go together?
Well i guess i've had just a little too much time one my hands the past little bit. I've been thinking about things and people and plans that i've not thought about since the 9th grade. Its crazy how the smallest things can bring all this up to you and make you see it full faced. I also know that i've been thinking about things/people that i shouldn't be. I know that in my heart of hearts but sometimes you just cant help those things. Some people in your life are just ment to be thought after I guess. So, I guess i can to start making some of these huge changes in my life that some people who read this know nothing about because i never talk about it. But for the one or two of you that do. I'm going to need a lot of help. Somethings in life you dont wanna do but in the end it seems like its the only way to go. Its once again not something that i wanna do but as bad as it sounds it will make it eariser on the both of us.
It seems like the one thing that i learned this weekend going to KY with Mary to look at that school was. I have to have two plans all worked out for my life. The bad thing is deep down i dont even have one.
Goodness i dont know what to do about something as of now. I'm too big of a pussy to do a couple of them and too lazy to do the others. I guess the change in my life will come little by little whenever i'm ready for it. I know of a couple things i THINK that i would have chances on other a bit longer but i guess we'll see how all of that works out in the end.
Stephen and I will be together Friday for 2 years. Good god thats a long time to spend with one person. Its now 8:30 am time to take a shower get dressed take pix go to work go to school then come home.
<3 MJ
Have you ever had one of those weeks where its really gave you time to think about everything and everybody in your life as a whole? I mean like how the whole puzzle of things go together?
Well i guess i've had just a little too much time one my hands the past little bit. I've been thinking about things and people and plans that i've not thought about since the 9th grade. Its crazy how the smallest things can bring all this up to you and make you see it full faced. I also know that i've been thinking about things/people that i shouldn't be. I know that in my heart of hearts but sometimes you just cant help those things. Some people in your life are just ment to be thought after I guess. So, I guess i can to start making some of these huge changes in my life that some people who read this know nothing about because i never talk about it. But for the one or two of you that do. I'm going to need a lot of help. Somethings in life you dont wanna do but in the end it seems like its the only way to go. Its once again not something that i wanna do but as bad as it sounds it will make it eariser on the both of us.
It seems like the one thing that i learned this weekend going to KY with Mary to look at that school was. I have to have two plans all worked out for my life. The bad thing is deep down i dont even have one.
Goodness i dont know what to do about something as of now. I'm too big of a pussy to do a couple of them and too lazy to do the others. I guess the change in my life will come little by little whenever i'm ready for it. I know of a couple things i THINK that i would have chances on other a bit longer but i guess we'll see how all of that works out in the end.
Stephen and I will be together Friday for 2 years. Good god thats a long time to spend with one person. Its now 8:30 am time to take a shower get dressed take pix go to work go to school then come home.
<3 MJ