Jan 07, 2006 18:23
you know, i thought that i would be a big girl about it. i thought that i would be okay and that saying goodbye for five months or so wasn't THAT bad.
and i didn't cry and i was only slightly mushy and then i got home and saw that he wrote me a note in the journal that he bought me for israel. and i turned into a big pile of mush and cried and cried.
so i guess i'm not as strong as i thought i would be. and i guess i'll get through this semester somehow and i know i'll have fun in israel.
but i miss him. i didn't want to, but i do.