SCIENCE VS. ROMANCE
People are predictable, and I can predict
everything. I assume too much and think too
much. Lately I find myself getting lost in songs
that I can't sing and in books that I have read
a million times, but for some reason I still
love them because I enjoy reliability .
My body is literally covered in thousands of
goosebumps. I fucking hate the cold & I can
not wait for summer, nice weather and t shirts
new heartthrobs and cash. I want to purchase
a jean skirt and bright yellow or turquoise tights
to wear underneath. I'm not paying the ridiculous
price UO is suggesting for tights - so if you know
of any places to find them please let me know.
I keep having nightmares about taking a said
"relaxing bath," while in a fancy summer dress
and tunes coming from teh faucet - when suddenly
the water turns to blood&coffee, its fucking weird.
Waking up to sleep paralysis is even more weird.
Egon says my house is possessed, I believe him.
My over anticipated trip to best buy to purchase
the Unsolved Mysteries DVD(s) became a upset.
My mother just told me to wait and not spend my
money that she would get it for me, someday...
But the other day when the weather was amazing,
all I wanted to do was sit outside, with someone
I care for, have a picnic with pb&banana sandwiches
on wheat and share a big thing of green tea. That
would have been amazing. Because we could have
looked into the sky with a sunset that was cinematic
simply because it came out from behind the clouds
just in time to set. But sadly, I have no one to do things
like this with. But in the mean time I need to figure out
why I'm always cold and start some sort of exercising
regimen. HELP me find someone who will chase sunsets,
picnic with me and talk about music with, music we both
have in common.... I believe its hopeless... provemewrong