update
It has been a long time since I have said anything on here. I feel busy with school and work and life. But I do need to get these feelings out someplace.
Um. Well. I have lost 50 lbs so far on my way to my goal.. I dont wanna be like skinny or anything. I mean. I prolly never will be. thats fine. I wanna be in shape and toned. I took a boot camp class this term at school. We do a lot of like runnin stairs and jumpin rope and all kinds of weight training and push ups and sit ups and dip and lunges and yeah.. anythin u can think of. Freeze tag even. Its a pretty fun class. I am takin it next term too. I can actually feel muscle definition. its crazy. I love it.
So Im workin on transferring to PSU this fall. I am excited about it. I really want to continue my education. Ive been havin so much stress lately at work I decided I must keep going with school and not settle for this crap. I am better than Walgreens! And I gotta work hard to get where I wanna be in life. I still dont really know what I wanna do for sure but I know I want more than what I got. Which is why I have been lookin for a new job. I just feel like it is time for a new job with a new environment and new people. It got REALLY bad at work recently and I dont need to stay there. Either way I plan on just goin to school full time in the fall, maybe work very part time.
I am just so overwhelmed with good stuff right now. Ive got three concerts commin up I am very excited about. The Gossip, Regina Spektor, and Sasquatch.. BJORK. mmm yes. my heart skipped a couple beats when I read she is gonna be there. Now me and Emily are workin on rides and stuff to get there from seattle. I guess I will have to amtrak it up there and hitch a ride. hehe nice. There is no way I am missin out on it. Beastie Boys are playin the next day. and then there are like 50 other bands.. Dandy Warhols. Yes! And we are campin out and everything.
I cant wait for that..and I cant wait for Patrick's leave. It just cant come fast enough. I miss being a couple. I miss being touched. I really miss being touched. And just bein able to spend time together. But I have been keepin a very positive attitude. Its just sometimes when we dont talk I get all anxious. Cant sit still. I just gotta know he is okay and doing good. We really have been lucky to be able to talk online and on the phone occasionally. Time is startin to really fly by too, which helps a lot. This whole thing has been pretty easy. As easy as somethin this difficult can be.. Im hangin in there and we are makin it work.
Ive been tryin to not get stressed out or worry too much. There is really no point in doin either. I just gotta do what I know I need to do, stay positive and have a good time and just let the future happen.
Um. Well. I have lost 50 lbs so far on my way to my goal.. I dont wanna be like skinny or anything. I mean. I prolly never will be. thats fine. I wanna be in shape and toned. I took a boot camp class this term at school. We do a lot of like runnin stairs and jumpin rope and all kinds of weight training and push ups and sit ups and dip and lunges and yeah.. anythin u can think of. Freeze tag even. Its a pretty fun class. I am takin it next term too. I can actually feel muscle definition. its crazy. I love it.
So Im workin on transferring to PSU this fall. I am excited about it. I really want to continue my education. Ive been havin so much stress lately at work I decided I must keep going with school and not settle for this crap. I am better than Walgreens! And I gotta work hard to get where I wanna be in life. I still dont really know what I wanna do for sure but I know I want more than what I got. Which is why I have been lookin for a new job. I just feel like it is time for a new job with a new environment and new people. It got REALLY bad at work recently and I dont need to stay there. Either way I plan on just goin to school full time in the fall, maybe work very part time.
I am just so overwhelmed with good stuff right now. Ive got three concerts commin up I am very excited about. The Gossip, Regina Spektor, and Sasquatch.. BJORK. mmm yes. my heart skipped a couple beats when I read she is gonna be there. Now me and Emily are workin on rides and stuff to get there from seattle. I guess I will have to amtrak it up there and hitch a ride. hehe nice. There is no way I am missin out on it. Beastie Boys are playin the next day. and then there are like 50 other bands.. Dandy Warhols. Yes! And we are campin out and everything.
I cant wait for that..and I cant wait for Patrick's leave. It just cant come fast enough. I miss being a couple. I miss being touched. I really miss being touched. And just bein able to spend time together. But I have been keepin a very positive attitude. Its just sometimes when we dont talk I get all anxious. Cant sit still. I just gotta know he is okay and doing good. We really have been lucky to be able to talk online and on the phone occasionally. Time is startin to really fly by too, which helps a lot. This whole thing has been pretty easy. As easy as somethin this difficult can be.. Im hangin in there and we are makin it work.
Ive been tryin to not get stressed out or worry too much. There is really no point in doin either. I just gotta do what I know I need to do, stay positive and have a good time and just let the future happen.