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[hoopsrus]

I'm through. I can't fix you anymore. That's what hurt me the most to realize. I'm sorry but for once you may not get your way. You'll have to deal with it, just like I did. Like you love to say, "It's for the best." Funny how you still call me, funny how I still call you when you ask. This thing is so twisted. I'm through. It's completely sick. I can't love you anymore than I can hate you so I am officially numb to you. The words you say that hurt me the most are I love you. If you really "love me" let me be. I can't cry anymore, I've shut you out. You asked for it, so have it. And please stop ruining so many wonderful songs by telling me there your song to me! I love my music, cause it's always there, unlike everything else.

"but i do love you"
always
jessica