This is me giving my heart to you.
I'm in a good mood, which is suprisingly different than usual.
I know it's randomly 3 am but I can't sleep. I'm finally getting over the flu. And it's like, as I'm getting over the flu, I'm getting over everything else and everything is falling into place.
Came home early from school today, wasn't feelin too well, which means I missed practice. Armstrong said it was cool though, so it works out.
Didn't do much, but sleep and chill. I signed on AIM around 7 and Craig IMed me. It was kind of random, he apologized for everything and I told him the same thing I told Ash, that he'd have to work his way back up to my trust.
I was kind of hesistant to forgive him but dude seemed like he really meant it. He came over for a bit, owned me in Grand Theft Auto and he had to get goin home.
Kind of cool chillin with him again, reminded me of old times.
After he left Ash voulenteered to stop by. We didn't do much, chilled, watched Eurotrip and cuddled. It may seem like all I do is talk about hanging out with her, but we really hadn't spoken since the cabin. It was some much needed time together.
I finally feel like me and Ash are back to where we before and I don't want to go backwards anymore. I don't want us to have to apologize to each other for something stupid, but hurt a lot. I'm just happy that we're doin good.
Things are fallin into place in the life of Jimmy Brooks. Got one of my closest friends back, and it feels like I got my girl back too.
This is the result of being un-able to sleep, because you've slept all day, realizing in less than 24 hours it'll be our one month anniversary.
So Ash, here's one of your presents:
To: You
By: Jimmy Brooks
I've waited so long to be here with you,
thie sparkle in your eye, reminds me everything will be fine.
I still don't know how,
I went on so long with out you by my side.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
Throughout all the years, that we've been together
it amazes me we're still here,
my love for you is clear.
There's no doubt in my mind, what we have is forever.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
Theres something behind that smile,
that speaks to me,
reminds me after everything we've gone thru,
this love is can't be subdued.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
How could this love be not be true?
This is me, giving my heart to you..
It's alright. It didn't take long to write at all, it's like I thought of her and what I truely felt and all my feelings just came out on paper.
I was kind of hopin Craig could come over and we could mess around on the guitar, find a right sound for the song.
Well, I'm gonna get going. Got some more planning to do for tomorrow.
Hah, I'm out!
I love you, Ashley
- Jimmy
I know it's randomly 3 am but I can't sleep. I'm finally getting over the flu. And it's like, as I'm getting over the flu, I'm getting over everything else and everything is falling into place.
Came home early from school today, wasn't feelin too well, which means I missed practice. Armstrong said it was cool though, so it works out.
Didn't do much, but sleep and chill. I signed on AIM around 7 and Craig IMed me. It was kind of random, he apologized for everything and I told him the same thing I told Ash, that he'd have to work his way back up to my trust.
I was kind of hesistant to forgive him but dude seemed like he really meant it. He came over for a bit, owned me in Grand Theft Auto and he had to get goin home.
Kind of cool chillin with him again, reminded me of old times.
After he left Ash voulenteered to stop by. We didn't do much, chilled, watched Eurotrip and cuddled. It may seem like all I do is talk about hanging out with her, but we really hadn't spoken since the cabin. It was some much needed time together.
I finally feel like me and Ash are back to where we before and I don't want to go backwards anymore. I don't want us to have to apologize to each other for something stupid, but hurt a lot. I'm just happy that we're doin good.
Things are fallin into place in the life of Jimmy Brooks. Got one of my closest friends back, and it feels like I got my girl back too.
This is the result of being un-able to sleep, because you've slept all day, realizing in less than 24 hours it'll be our one month anniversary.
So Ash, here's one of your presents:
To: You
By: Jimmy Brooks
I've waited so long to be here with you,
thie sparkle in your eye, reminds me everything will be fine.
I still don't know how,
I went on so long with out you by my side.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
Throughout all the years, that we've been together
it amazes me we're still here,
my love for you is clear.
There's no doubt in my mind, what we have is forever.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
Theres something behind that smile,
that speaks to me,
reminds me after everything we've gone thru,
this love is can't be subdued.
In the morning as I wake,
I think about my love for you
and thats not something I can fake.
You are my reason for living,
My heart to you I'm giving.
How could this love be not be true?
This is me, giving my heart to you..
It's alright. It didn't take long to write at all, it's like I thought of her and what I truely felt and all my feelings just came out on paper.
I was kind of hopin Craig could come over and we could mess around on the guitar, find a right sound for the song.
Well, I'm gonna get going. Got some more planning to do for tomorrow.
Hah, I'm out!
I love you, Ashley
- Jimmy