Hello again dear friends
Okay so it has been about 4 months since I updated last. I have been super uber depressed but really who wouldn't after losing a son. My house seems really big and empty with just my husband, my self and Dakota. But i know it is all for the best. I got the results from Brayden's autopsy and we found out that he had a really skinny brian. I know there is a medical term for it but I can' remember what it is. What had happened I couldn't have prevented, no hospital could have prevented nothing. No matter how certified in child cpr i was there was nothing I could have done. What happened was that he had caught the entrovirus or the rhinovirus and that caused an infection in his lungs that went up in to his brain and basically shut down the part of his brain that told him to just breathe. The doctors also told me that if they had known about his brain conditon they wouldn't have expected him to live pas 1 he was 5 1/2 when he passed. That makes me proud and I am very greatful and feel very blessed for the time that I had with him.
Shortly after Brayden passed my exfeance passed away from a combonation of AIDS,TB,a brian tumor and penumonia. that sucked alot to but it was comforting in a whay knowing that brayden had someone with him untill i got there.
I also returned back to school and passed all my first term classes with flying colors and have started my second term. I have also discovered that I actually can draw. Not as fast and quickly as most of my friends but I do have a bit of a talent. mostly zombie stuff but really what would you expect from me. Anyway enough taking up your LJ space I will let you go in piece LOL
one more little thing thank you all for all the well wishes in the last post thank you all so much and that was great and it was such a big help and such an ease on my heart..THANK YOU ALL and great big hugs!!!
Shortly after Brayden passed my exfeance passed away from a combonation of AIDS,TB,a brian tumor and penumonia. that sucked alot to but it was comforting in a whay knowing that brayden had someone with him untill i got there.
I also returned back to school and passed all my first term classes with flying colors and have started my second term. I have also discovered that I actually can draw. Not as fast and quickly as most of my friends but I do have a bit of a talent. mostly zombie stuff but really what would you expect from me. Anyway enough taking up your LJ space I will let you go in piece LOL
one more little thing thank you all for all the well wishes in the last post thank you all so much and that was great and it was such a big help and such an ease on my heart..THANK YOU ALL and great big hugs!!!