What a "Vacation"
Okay, so I am a bit hung over from my concert last night. Went and saw my friends band SkyFox, if you don't know who they are go check out their myspace www.myspace.com/skyfox they are officaly awesome. Anywho I just had to take some time off of work and away from life for a few days because a lot of people have been thinking I am apparently a horrable person. I apparently have too many quirks to mention that piss people off, and I guess I just don't care about people. I am not sure why this affected me so much but it did, it also might have been piled on with the fact that my job is starting to become stale and I am not likeing it very much anymore, but that I can fix. That I have control over.
On to the other reasons for my "vacation." I know now there are only 2 people in the world who know me better than I think I know my self, besides my hubby. They have both known me for ages, one since I was 7 the other for about 9 years now almost. They both know me and love me and know that I am not that person. They know why I am the way I am and why I do the things I do. They have both been there for me through my highest highs and my lowest lows and THEY are they only ones whos oppinion matters. I am always pro-new friends but you need to be careful. You never know how that is going to work. I should have gone with my first instincts and not really presued the friendships. One I just let the fact that we have so much in common cloud my initial feelings.. shit I really should stop second guessing those. And the other man the other has known me since I was 14 fucking christ he was my frist boyfriend... and I THOUGHT was one of my best friends but apparently because I wasn't told that he only supposidly has 6 months to live that I don't care.. Mind you I didn't know!! I DID NOT KNOW.. when you don't know yeah you don't care. Oh well.
My vacation on the other hand was great. My two friends were there for me for everything as always. God I can't say how much they both mean to me. anyway. I spent my time becoming me again. Not 9-5 zombie me. I played videogames I went out to dinner with my friend. I went to the concert last night. I was going to go sking today but mr. hangover decided against it. I swear beer and jagerbombs are the devil LOL. Anyway I am glad to be back and happy. I am glad to know every single friend I have on lj they are wonderful and It is super nice to have so many people that share my intrests. I apprecate all that actually read my rablings and understand that you know sometimes you just gotta get it off your chest.
Lotz of Love
The Happy Again Hooobajube!!!
On to the other reasons for my "vacation." I know now there are only 2 people in the world who know me better than I think I know my self, besides my hubby. They have both known me for ages, one since I was 7 the other for about 9 years now almost. They both know me and love me and know that I am not that person. They know why I am the way I am and why I do the things I do. They have both been there for me through my highest highs and my lowest lows and THEY are they only ones whos oppinion matters. I am always pro-new friends but you need to be careful. You never know how that is going to work. I should have gone with my first instincts and not really presued the friendships. One I just let the fact that we have so much in common cloud my initial feelings.. shit I really should stop second guessing those. And the other man the other has known me since I was 14 fucking christ he was my frist boyfriend... and I THOUGHT was one of my best friends but apparently because I wasn't told that he only supposidly has 6 months to live that I don't care.. Mind you I didn't know!! I DID NOT KNOW.. when you don't know yeah you don't care. Oh well.
My vacation on the other hand was great. My two friends were there for me for everything as always. God I can't say how much they both mean to me. anyway. I spent my time becoming me again. Not 9-5 zombie me. I played videogames I went out to dinner with my friend. I went to the concert last night. I was going to go sking today but mr. hangover decided against it. I swear beer and jagerbombs are the devil LOL. Anyway I am glad to be back and happy. I am glad to know every single friend I have on lj they are wonderful and It is super nice to have so many people that share my intrests. I apprecate all that actually read my rablings and understand that you know sometimes you just gotta get it off your chest.
Lotz of Love
The Happy Again Hooobajube!!!