as i slowly fall apart....
well, the last few days have been,... different to say the least. ryan's beloved rat died yesterday. if any of you knew him than you knew he was an awesome rat that was one of a kind. sounds silly to say about a rat, but it is the truth. ryan is sad. it makes me sad. i think he is going ot get a farrett. i have a rat now. his name is Newbert. i got him 2 days before jean died. meh..... i do not think ryan and i are going to hang out today, and jordan said she thinks she cant either. so again, today i am friendless and have to sit around in this borning ass house all damn day. if nicole were back, we would be playing outside right now, not being a slave for her aunt. i am truely sorry that you are havign a rotten time. i wish i could come and play with you in the basement... not like that. i could help you with your work.... (sigh) if only...
on other news we are moving for sure now. im not sure the exact date, but soon. i have to say i am kinda glad. this neighborhood i live in now sux ass anyway. god, i am so bored already and it is not even 11 yet. i dont get to go on a vacation for like 3 weeks! meh, i am going to claifornia, to ryans beach house. i hope it is fun. ryan had a really rotten time last year and i want this one to be fun for him, and me if that is possible. well, i am going to go see what my cable-less TV has to offer me!
on other news we are moving for sure now. im not sure the exact date, but soon. i have to say i am kinda glad. this neighborhood i live in now sux ass anyway. god, i am so bored already and it is not even 11 yet. i dont get to go on a vacation for like 3 weeks! meh, i am going to claifornia, to ryans beach house. i hope it is fun. ryan had a really rotten time last year and i want this one to be fun for him, and me if that is possible. well, i am going to go see what my cable-less TV has to offer me!