Why?
Why, when all you do is love someone til your heart could explode and put all you have into trying to make someone feel like the most special and wonderful person in the world, do you end up losing it all? All I ever wanted to do was show him that he was the best thing in my life. All I wanted to do was be there for him, to help him through tough times and to be the one that cared and he left. Why is it that when things get hard for him that he feels that he can eliminate the things that are supposed to be the ones that matter? But more importantly, why am I the thing that doesn't matter? Why am I disposable? All I ever wanted to do was love him.