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[hookitup_phatyo]

today is the day i relized that i am the happiest part of my life in a long time and i know a lot of it is bc of adrienne she gives me a lot of highs that dont involve having to do drugs or anything like that but i also relized something today she is the only person that can make me feel like such shit by probable not even doing it on purpose or if she wants like i have never felt so shitty ever for any one else like after she broke up with me the 1st time my life seemed absolutely shitty and finally when i was over her and didnt care if she liked me or not she told me she did and i was the only person she could see herself with and that put me right back into to it i love her so much sometimes i dont even think she relizes it and i dunno today has been a wierd day like its the first day i have ever felt where she hasnt given me attention it has just been wierd and finally when i actually got to do something with friends today bc my day has been so screwed so finally when nick and tiny and i are doing something she calls me and bc i was distracted playing a game she got mad at me and i knew it and that stated this stupid feeling hockey made it better bc i had fun she went with a few friends well i dunno its just kind of funny bc i wonder what she would do if i hung out with one of my friends and there gf and one of there gf friends the whole 2 on 2 ratio thing but i wasnt even bothered till i dont even know what this has been a horrible and it sucks knowing that it only takes one person to make me feel like complete shit

but besides that we won our scrimage 3-1 i think im going to play hockey or something i dunno i need to do something