May 29, 2005 23:30
friday~ Today we lost a lax game, but fuck the bad things that happened in my day. heres where it gets good. went to nicks house. we ate something. wow such a good time we had. there were these 3 random trees that we just stared at for awhile. then we would get lost in space. just enjoying the clouds and stars and how magnificent they can be. but everytime we got lost in space the fire would bring us back to reality of where we were. it made everything come back. it was really fun. honestly it changes your views on everything. makes everything not seem so bad and i want to eat them as much as i can. it was the best ive ever felt on a friday night in so long. just happy it was cool.
saturday~well saturday wasnt bad, chilled at my uncles house with my family for a couple bdays. kinda boring but i was ok with it. i told my family it was the first time in a long time i was just content with sitting with my family in a long time. like i wasnt anxious to be some where else. it was cool. like i said friday i think is going to change my life.
sunday~ did a lot of yard work today. at one point i was pulling grass out of the flower beds and right when i finished and was about to get up, the sprinklers turn on lol. my mom turned on the sprinklers, what a bitch lol. also nick and i searched for some fungus the whole day, sadly we found none. JOHN has a new nickname, it is plant. haha enjoy it. jc with nick john and tiny basically the whold day it was fun. i feel kinda sick right now so i think i should goto bed
i finally know im going to be allright and i can be myself agian i think.