Jun 26, 2004 18:25
Yeah okay well haha once again. Im feeling very down about not having anyone. I done know im just really confused and hurt right now. I feel like all I ever do is bitch about not having someone. Witch is dumb. But im just really sick of always hanging out with friends an having everyone go off with there b/f.g/f and me being stuck with no one. so ya um if there are any boys out there who wanna treat me how i deserve to be treated, come and get me b/c im tired of waiting. but im not just about to throw my self out to every boy who says he likes me. iv done that one to many times an the only thing that comes out of that is a broken heart. i dunno. i don't want to settle for anything less than i deserve witch is why i really don't think i should rush things with anyone but then again im so lonely an miserable without someone special in my life. haha this is like so early morning talk show but i don't know. i just want to be loved. was that ever such a hard thing to ask for. i dunno iv just reached a real dry spot in my love life i guess. haha i dunno im dumb. but um this wednesday is my b-day so like send me money an cards an stuff haha. or gimme a call an wish me a happy bday<3 it would make my day. 8057664227. i love you bitches<3
kort