Boys=Poop
I dunno..I was feeling great, and then i just started to think about all last month with alex. And it really makes me feel crapy, i dunno as i can tell he has moved on to other girls and im still stuck in park. I just want someone to love me and treat me like there queen, but any kind of love is so hard to find. Even at my age, and yes i know i have a lot of time to work these things out but thats far away from now. Now is all that matters to me and well now is turing into never. I just want to kno wat it feels like to really mean it when you say I love you. That sounds soooo cheesy but haha its true. Im tired of being used and lead on. Men can be such pigs and ass holes. It truely makes me sick sometimes, 98% of them just want ass and dont realize you have feelings. And i know that I can be happy and I can live without a guy, but i feel like i cant. I guess thats wat makes this hard for me to get over every guy that hurts me. I know i dont need them to be happy...but I feel like i do. And im also sick of everyone around me with all there effing fantastic relationships. I guess im biter but like man..i love my lady megan to death<33 but she ALWAYS has a boyfriend, its just like whoa....can we switch shoes for a little? I dunno, my time will come that i have this amazing relationship that everyone will be jealous of...but I dont kno how much longer im willing to wait. Haha its not like i have much of a choice tho....anways im done bitchen...<333
kortie♥
kortie♥