Sep 08, 2005 19:17
And I'm only saying this once, just to let the world know.
Charlie has hired Amber back. Everyone can guess how I feel about that.
That said: I'm looking for a new job.
I'm going to be a child, and I'm ok with that.
I cannot work in an environment where I feel alienated and uncomfortable. And Amber makes me very uncomfortable. I cannot be myself around her, which is where the alienation comes into play.
I know nobody else sees what I see in her, and that's ok. How could you? You haven't had the same experiences with her that I have had.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I need to aplogize now for the way I'm going to be at work from now on. I cannot let her know my business and I don't care to know hers. So, I will not be participating in personal banter at work anymore. Also, I will not be attending out of work functions when she might be present. I just can't let my emotions be vulnerable to her crazy ever again.
Please understand that I won't be myself for a while.
Thank you.