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i am excited about being done with school...i am excited about doing something with this stuff and this experience...
i am not excited that i will have to most likely leave austin. and not "have to" but i do want to. but there's going to be a day where i pack up all my stuff, head out, and say,"thanks austin. that was four amazing years." it sounds cliche, but i'm attached to this place. the place itself. austin in the fall. austin in the spring. campus at 6pm. campus at 8am. "here we go there's nothin left to choose"
it makes me sad that some of the most important people in my life thus far won't be down the street. they won't be 30 minutes away at most.
but that's how it was when i came to texas...14 hours from nashville, from my family, from emily.
and that worked out.
sigh.
i've been really tired of drama lately. and really irritated when people fall below my expectations. the thing is, that no one other than my mom has not fallen below my expectations. i realize the insanity of my expectations, but i'm getting irritated that people don't realize they're not trying to even meet them. hahaha, so not fair.
enough.
one day i'll move away and be done with college, but not for a few months. deep sighs.
i am not excited that i will have to most likely leave austin. and not "have to" but i do want to. but there's going to be a day where i pack up all my stuff, head out, and say,"thanks austin. that was four amazing years." it sounds cliche, but i'm attached to this place. the place itself. austin in the fall. austin in the spring. campus at 6pm. campus at 8am. "here we go there's nothin left to choose"
it makes me sad that some of the most important people in my life thus far won't be down the street. they won't be 30 minutes away at most.
but that's how it was when i came to texas...14 hours from nashville, from my family, from emily.
and that worked out.
sigh.
i've been really tired of drama lately. and really irritated when people fall below my expectations. the thing is, that no one other than my mom has not fallen below my expectations. i realize the insanity of my expectations, but i'm getting irritated that people don't realize they're not trying to even meet them. hahaha, so not fair.
enough.
one day i'll move away and be done with college, but not for a few months. deep sighs.