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aaah. my friends are craaaaazy.
scotty decided not to come to austin to visit because he started dating someone and can't see me.
ari doesn't want me to come to boston in the summer to visit because he is dating someone now and may still be in a relationship in the summer.
but with NEITHER of these men did i want a relationship. what is going on??????
am i giving crazy sexual messages? like, 'hey if you come to visit me we're gonna fuck and have an amazing relationship' or 'hey if i go visit you then we're definitely committed to each other'
what???
no.
and my other friend is in a STUPID STPUID STUPID relationship but i don't ever criticize it, and now she's all like,'you ahve a bad attitude about me and him' and i'm like NO SHIT hahahah. ahhh
i just awnt ot live with emily an dsay fuck it all to everyone who thinks a reltaionship defines them.
my brother and i drank whiskey and coke in a parking lot. it was hot. i'm drunk.
so id idn't get into the vagina monologues, and this is old news, but is still a rough fuckin blow since i knew the top ladies in the production people. that and the fact that i fucking adored eve ensler and her ideas behind the vagina monologues. anyawy, since i didn't get it and it crushed me, i am really thinking about trying to put together a penis monologues. interview people all next semester, write ti durint the summer, and then put it on in the fall. i know i'll get a lot of opposition to it. but i think that if there is really supposed to be a dialogue between different sides of an oppression, there has to be means for htat. so we'll see. i need to actually do it tho.
"so sick of love songs, so tired of wishin"
ok, i'm done.
aaron is the best bro.
scotty decided not to come to austin to visit because he started dating someone and can't see me.
ari doesn't want me to come to boston in the summer to visit because he is dating someone now and may still be in a relationship in the summer.
but with NEITHER of these men did i want a relationship. what is going on??????
am i giving crazy sexual messages? like, 'hey if you come to visit me we're gonna fuck and have an amazing relationship' or 'hey if i go visit you then we're definitely committed to each other'
what???
no.
and my other friend is in a STUPID STPUID STUPID relationship but i don't ever criticize it, and now she's all like,'you ahve a bad attitude about me and him' and i'm like NO SHIT hahahah. ahhh
i just awnt ot live with emily an dsay fuck it all to everyone who thinks a reltaionship defines them.
my brother and i drank whiskey and coke in a parking lot. it was hot. i'm drunk.
so id idn't get into the vagina monologues, and this is old news, but is still a rough fuckin blow since i knew the top ladies in the production people. that and the fact that i fucking adored eve ensler and her ideas behind the vagina monologues. anyawy, since i didn't get it and it crushed me, i am really thinking about trying to put together a penis monologues. interview people all next semester, write ti durint the summer, and then put it on in the fall. i know i'll get a lot of opposition to it. but i think that if there is really supposed to be a dialogue between different sides of an oppression, there has to be means for htat. so we'll see. i need to actually do it tho.
"so sick of love songs, so tired of wishin"
ok, i'm done.
aaron is the best bro.