Deep breath and sigh
Ugh. Tonight has been sucky. And I just want to curl up and be a new person. Kind of like phoenix be reborn from flames or something. And I hate when I start feeling like this. I wish I could say everything I really want to instead of censoring as to avoid confrontations, because I don't want to have a skirmish I just want to say what I feel and it not be taken accusingly or be gotten mad at for it. Because I love you and I just want to talk sometimes, but I also love you and that means that since it's not a big deal I should just leave it so it doesn't become one. Talking tonight felt good though.
And thankyou to a certain friend. :)
I just feel really drained and disappointed right now, and a lot of it is in myself. I am really weak when it comes to dealing with things and I wish I weren't.
Night.
Jill.
And thankyou to a certain friend. :)
I just feel really drained and disappointed right now, and a lot of it is in myself. I am really weak when it comes to dealing with things and I wish I weren't.
Night.
Jill.