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I started the day out yesterday looking forward to it being relaxing, with the chance to get to hang out with my friends at night. I got to hang out with the gals,... but the day was definately not what I wanted it to be. It is obvious to me now that both my da and lisa no longer love each other. They have public displays of emotion, where it certainly looks as if nothings wrong. When they are at home its completely different. Last night was a great example. Hearing my dad yell until he's freegin voice was gone wasnt excatly music to my ears. Then the parade of thrown objects, followed by a few more yells from the wife, and you have what my parents are: a bunch of bullshit. And Lisa tells me today, that she doesnt care what he says. And if he ends up in the hospital, then so be it. Well,......... what the fuck am I supposed to do with that? How in the hell am I supposed to sit here, and just "let them work things out?" But even when I say anything, I get yelled at. So...... I'm stuck. My dads probably gonna have a heart attack, and Lisa will be standing there laughing. Just great. Why the hell did this have to happen now? Im trying to get my life where I want it to be, and I have to fuckin babysit these two. Its pathetic. I don't even know what to say to Kevin. I can't give him a time for when I'll be out there. And that is not fair to him.