Jun 23, 2009 22:49
I don't understand how I'm supposed to sleep when I have so much weighing on my mind.
Where will I live?
Where will I work?
What will the animals do?
What is meant for me?
What will make me happy?
What is the "best" choice?
I pray and pray and pray, I ask for guidance and help and support because it's fucking hard, I feel old, I feel out of the loop, I feel exhausted. All the time. I just want to be successful at what makes me happy.
I am listening to Next to Normal. It's weird.
Perfect for you
I will be perfect for you
So you could go crazy
Or I could go crazy
It's true.
Sometimes life is insane
But crazy I know I can do.
Cuz crazy is perfect
And fucked up is perfect
So I will be perfect for you.