im bak! yessssss
ive definitely had too much 2 do nd not enough time 2 enlighten u all on my recent drama n wut not..
but i suppose rite now is a good time 2 indulge in sum serious venting..
soooo...ok so yeah lately my relationship has definitely been on tha rocks. its just not working n after days of going through a ridiculous amount of unneccessary drama ive finally decided that its not worth trying n e more.its not gonna work i dont c n e point in us continuing 2 try. i do care 4 my baby boo but i dont c him as n e thing more than a friend. i kno theres more 2 it but 2 make a long story short im thru. im so done. its a wrap.
last wkend was CRAZY. my gurl ALEX n i went 2 a lil kik bak 2 watch tha dunk contest. up until last wk i was faithful..but that night temptations definitely got tha best of me. 1 of tha best nights evr i wont 4get. my nigg bronson def did his job on hookn us up w/ a major discount 2 c cONstantINE. hah! jokes. alex n her boo CHANCE r seriously sould m8s. x tra compatible im so happy 4 her n envious.
suzie came 2 pik us up 4rm skool on thurs how fun..she finally got 2 meet her potential new buddy JOHNNY. haha. went shopping which was funnn.we saw jocelyne n christy. n our old bus which brought mEMOriES. omg c'ing that bus jus makes me feel soooo good 2 b gone 4rm tha ces. its so refreshing knowing i will nevr b forcd 2 b in that environment evr again. THANK U LORD!
2nite i might go out w/ my gurl TARA i havnt c'n her since tha day of tha black college expo. we def need chill she needs 2 bring "DONT EVER DO THIS AGAIN" too so they can spend sum quality time. haha..jk but yeah gurl hes so much bettr i hope u feel 4 him as much as he feels 4 u.
a few PIxxx...
my SUZIE Q n i groovn in da CAR..
gettin beaUtiful...
our nite out w/ tha BoYS....
my <3heart is sooo solid rite now n in 1 piece. i wont let n e 1 or their decisions hurt me or get 2 me cuz i kno everything happns 4 a reason. i kno that GOD is on my side n all will b ok. life is so good 4 me rite now n honestly i feel like i dont need n e 1 but myself. frenz r cool 2 hav esp wen their like My SUZIE but nevr b cum dependent on n e 1 but urself. "best friend" is a silly title. a very silly title that i will nevr giv 2 ne 1 but myself. ive used "best friend" so carelessly through out my recent years but it was all in my head. BEST FRIEND is jus a dream. i dont blame u "best friend"..
my head is so clear n i am so good. inner peace is finally sinking in thank god.