May 10, 2005 19:40
***TO YOU***
Look I know you are mad at me right now, but just please read this..and try to understand! I am really sorry! I am. Nothing was ever meant by it. We're just friends. Nothing happened at all. I don't know what I gotta do for you to believe me, but I'm being straight up honest right now! You mean a lot to me and I am really starting to like you A lot! When that happened over the phone, it really got to me.. I got back on the phone w/ Lauren and I just balled! It hurt real bad! I haven't been able to like someone, I mean really like someone, ever since me and Brenden and when I'm w/ you Brenden don't cross my mind once. I really think we needa open up to eachother..well try..so we can get to know eachother's other side. Because I really like you and I'm really sorry.. I wish you weren't mad at me, but I totally understand.. I just hope in the end everything will be OK. Please gimmie a call when you are ready to talk to me..7660590 or 7662417..prolly 7660590 tho.. Thanks for reading this and I really want you to know I really am sorry!*