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Why Does things bother me so bad when it comes to him...Why does certain songs come to my mind everytime I think of him..why does he gotta tell me that we're gonna be together again and forever..then fuck w/my head...why do I fall for it? I hope he has fun w/ Katie .W cuz to me it seems like he's havin loads of it..I don't get why the feelings I have for him wont go away. I just can't get him outta my head lately..I hate it cuz as much as he tells me that we'll get back together..I don't think we will.. I just gotta have hope, but that's starting to fade... I mean that would just make my life a lot happier, but then I wonder why. I know I hurt him pretty bad in the past and if I could take it all back..I would in a heartbeat. I hate getting in feelings like this cuz I feel like I'm hurting a lot of other people. And I don't wanna do that! But then I'm hurting myself not getting it out. People prolly know who I am talking about, but when I see him I get butterflies in my stomach..and tears in my eyes. I wonder where we would be if I never did what I did... I really do..He said we'd prolly still be together and it just kills me cuz I know that's where we would prolly be. But I dk.. I just really dunno what to do anymore, cuz it bothers the fuck outta me seeing him w/other chicks..but then again I've been w/other guys...I just dunno..I just hate this ..I really do..I feel like shit... There are two people I really like and I just don't think it's fair to them that I have these feelings, but these feelings are feelings that wont go away..It's like they are supposed to be here. I just don't know why anymore....
*Fantasia~Truth Is*
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while I smiled at him
Said that he was sein somebody else
Told me this was gonna last
showin me her photograph
[chorus]
And all the feelins that I thought were gone
Came rushin back to me at once
Tried to smile and nod the way I felt
But I was thinkin to myself
I never got over you
Wish I was standin in her shoes
And when it's all said and done
Guess i'm still in love with you
Truth is
I never should have let you go
And it's killin cuz now i know
But when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
We reminise on the way it used to be
Shared a couple laughs and some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Then walked away and that was that
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Now the truth is it hurts but I know that faults mine
Cuz i'm the one that let you go
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Just gotta be honest
I guess I love you
*Kci and Jojo~ All My Life*
I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me
You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too