There's only one hell
Well, I'd forgotten how lonely being alone can be
And now I'm finding it out well, I've been hiding a
Memory that's coming to get me coming back: and how
Because there's only one hell you can put me through
You can't hurt me more than you already do
Well, I'd forgotten the strength it takes to make
It through and boy, I got the joy of that now oh boy
I got the joy of that now
Well, I'd forgotten how lonely being alone
Can be, it never hit me before, well, I've been
Over the edge, and I've been out on the ledge
But you can always hurt a little more
Because there is only on hell you can put me through
You can't hurt me more than you already do, I used to
Hate myself until I found you and boy, I got the joy of
That now oh boy! I got the joy of that now
Set me free just how much blood do you need?
Set me free 'cos I remember the journey
I'd just forgotten how lonely
Well, I'd forgotten being alone can
Be and now I'm finding it out. Though I was
Over the worst until the fantasy burst and
Now I'm picking myself off the ground
But there is only one hell you can put me through
It's the same old place that I already knew
Well, I'd forgotten the true definition of blue
And boy, I got the joy of that now
Oh boy, I got the joy of that now
Oh boy, I got the joy of that now
I've been listening to this song ALOT today and yesterday. Am totally loving it. It made me realise how much I've changed, I read through my LJ today and it struck me how much the internet has actualy influenced me. The people I've met, the friends I've met. Before I was these young girl who had nothing going for her, didn't think anything of herself, didn't care what was gonna happene to her. Now I still think like that but I know I can change it, I'm so much more confident then I was. It's wierd, adults tell you that the internet is a bad thing, dangerous etc. but I'm proof that if you look in the right place it's the total oposite, I probably wouldn't be here for the internet.
Anyway, I need a change, I need some more hobbies. I started up yoga yesterday, it is so amazing how relaxed I am, I have never felt that relaxed and calm in my life ever, I'll definitely be keeping that going, I'm also hopefully starting up dancing again, maybe but because of the teacher I had in Scotland I expect amazing teachers, which frankly around here you can't get.
ok so yeah I'm gonna start rambling if I carry on so I'm gonna stop.
the 'friend' in my last post is still annoying the shite outta me, yeah that was random but she is
And now I'm finding it out well, I've been hiding a
Memory that's coming to get me coming back: and how
Because there's only one hell you can put me through
You can't hurt me more than you already do
Well, I'd forgotten the strength it takes to make
It through and boy, I got the joy of that now oh boy
I got the joy of that now
Well, I'd forgotten how lonely being alone
Can be, it never hit me before, well, I've been
Over the edge, and I've been out on the ledge
But you can always hurt a little more
Because there is only on hell you can put me through
You can't hurt me more than you already do, I used to
Hate myself until I found you and boy, I got the joy of
That now oh boy! I got the joy of that now
Set me free just how much blood do you need?
Set me free 'cos I remember the journey
I'd just forgotten how lonely
Well, I'd forgotten being alone can
Be and now I'm finding it out. Though I was
Over the worst until the fantasy burst and
Now I'm picking myself off the ground
But there is only one hell you can put me through
It's the same old place that I already knew
Well, I'd forgotten the true definition of blue
And boy, I got the joy of that now
Oh boy, I got the joy of that now
Oh boy, I got the joy of that now
I've been listening to this song ALOT today and yesterday. Am totally loving it. It made me realise how much I've changed, I read through my LJ today and it struck me how much the internet has actualy influenced me. The people I've met, the friends I've met. Before I was these young girl who had nothing going for her, didn't think anything of herself, didn't care what was gonna happene to her. Now I still think like that but I know I can change it, I'm so much more confident then I was. It's wierd, adults tell you that the internet is a bad thing, dangerous etc. but I'm proof that if you look in the right place it's the total oposite, I probably wouldn't be here for the internet.
Anyway, I need a change, I need some more hobbies. I started up yoga yesterday, it is so amazing how relaxed I am, I have never felt that relaxed and calm in my life ever, I'll definitely be keeping that going, I'm also hopefully starting up dancing again, maybe but because of the teacher I had in Scotland I expect amazing teachers, which frankly around here you can't get.
ok so yeah I'm gonna start rambling if I carry on so I'm gonna stop.
the 'friend' in my last post is still annoying the shite outta me, yeah that was random but she is