Burnout and frustration and serious apathy are settling in on me. I don't like being the one who stays...the one who cares...the one who wants to do everything he can make things all better while others use me as a doormat on their way out the door.... I am just plain tired. As a friend keeps saying, "you are not a robot." True enough, but this is the way I am. I also don't like the thought of letting others down during a difficult situation like this. So I stay - and do all I can, all the while hoping things will get all better soon. Martyr Complex? Possibly. Blind Dedication to Duty? Likely that too. I just hope that someday someone sincerely appreciates me.
Until next time........