THIS IS TO: ABBY, LEI, ARI AND EVERY ONE ELSE!

Oct 13, 2003 20:01

I don’t want any one to think that I am talking shit… cuz well I am not… I do not do that shit.

I have noticed that not being friends with some is hared then being their friend. Why is that? Does it take more time and energy to try and notice some one? I think so…

To Abby: I use to have this really good friend… who is no longer a friend… and ya if you are wondering who this person is well that is simple it is Abby… Well any ways as I was saying I use to be really good friends we did a lot with each other and we knew practically a lot about each other. We knew each others secrets and then some! Well I am going to be truth full it is just that I miss my friend. I know that things could never be the same as they were or even close to it! But the only reason why I am bring this up is because I remembered some thing funny that we were talking about… Abby remember the couch on the beach? That was so funny and when Ari and Lei were all like “what is so funny?”. i remember that day so well. I don’t even know why that popped in to my head to day? But ya I remember that conversation it was so funny! But any ways I just wanted to say that I am sorry and I know that we could never be the same friends as we were but well I guess that is all I have to say to you…. Cee ya and remember your shoes on Wednesday and Thursday! We have that lab thingy!!!! Aloha! oh ya by the way you know how you told me that you were kinda "j" with me... will i kinda felt the same with you just for different reasons!

To Lei: I don’t what I did to piss you off so much but what ever it is I am sorry… I know that you will probably not forgive me… but I just want to say that I am sorry. And I guess that is about it. Aloha

To Ari: I know that I have not been the best person or friend. I know that I must be a real big bitch to you a lot of the time and I am sorry. Right now I feel that you don’t want to be my friend. I don’t know why that I feel this way I just do.. I think that I have some major issues that I have to deal with before I cam be a better friend to you. I hope that I did not piss you off in any way shape or form. Aloha

To every one else I know: I am sorry for not always being there for you. But you know that I will always be there for you! If you ever need to talk you know where to find me! Just tell me that we need to talk and I’ll be there! I will try harder to understand you and everyone else! I do my best to help when I can but I just am not all here in the head if you know what I mean! but I am trying to be a better friend to every one but it will take me some time! aloha

Aloha and mahalo nikki

p.s. there is no need to comment on this ok?! And I hope that you all do good this year!
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