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Sigh.
That few times when you had a death in the family and it came so suddenly. I mean... if the person had been ill for a while and then died... I dunno... it might... might be a bit easier to accept. Kinda... cos you'd be able to have a bit of time... preparing for the inevitable. Since every living thing shall one day die and return to Rahmatullah.
Still, it not making things any easier... I suppose.
My eldest paternal uncle died yesterday. And I just saw him a few days ago during my cousin's kenduri. He's fine then. But I guess you never know...
He had a few near misses in the past. Didn't make this any less shocking.
I used to be close to him but as I grew old we kinda grew a bit less. Since my aunt had this odd rules about how things should be and familial relationship. So sad that he passed.
It's should be fine. At least I could pretend I'm a Time Lady and said 'it's alright'. Though it's hard to cry and not cry and try not to cry so little or cry a lot... caused me a headache. I already had a slight cold yesterday and a slight headache and neck pain before going to class. When I got back and heard the news it got worse. Headaches and crying so didn't mix. Not sure feeling like crying because of this or because my head was hurting.
/sigh.
That few times when you had a death in the family and it came so suddenly. I mean... if the person had been ill for a while and then died... I dunno... it might... might be a bit easier to accept. Kinda... cos you'd be able to have a bit of time... preparing for the inevitable. Since every living thing shall one day die and return to Rahmatullah.
Still, it not making things any easier... I suppose.
My eldest paternal uncle died yesterday. And I just saw him a few days ago during my cousin's kenduri. He's fine then. But I guess you never know...
He had a few near misses in the past. Didn't make this any less shocking.
I used to be close to him but as I grew old we kinda grew a bit less. Since my aunt had this odd rules about how things should be and familial relationship. So sad that he passed.
It's should be fine. At least I could pretend I'm a Time Lady and said 'it's alright'. Though it's hard to cry and not cry and try not to cry so little or cry a lot... caused me a headache. I already had a slight cold yesterday and a slight headache and neck pain before going to class. When I got back and heard the news it got worse. Headaches and crying so didn't mix. Not sure feeling like crying because of this or because my head was hurting.
/sigh.