ENOUGH
What can I do to make you love me? What have I been doing so wrong that I can never ever fucking be motherfucking good enough for you? Why am I never fucking good enough for any of the people I wanted to be good enough for.
Not even a question of being GOOD enough, just of being
E.N.O.U.GH...
I am never fucking enough for anyone. Not my parents not my friends not anyone I'm with. I have to be fucking everything. I have to be your whore your slave your master your owner your friend your foe your pusher your taker your druggie your angel your nurse your dr. death. I can't be all of it. I just fucking can't. My bipolar personalities seem to be splitting up into an ever-growing amount of personalities, each one more hideous than the one before.
You're tearing me apart into more pieces than there ever were meant to be. I am too many people now, I can't take everything I'm becoming. I feel myself losing grip of all my different particles, an atom with too many electron shells, I'm losing control of myself, and it's only a matter of time before the fucking nuclear explosion hits.
I cannot. I cannot handle this. Why am I never enough for you? Why do you need so much else? Why. Motherfucking why.
Not even a question of being GOOD enough, just of being
E.N.O.U.GH...
I am never fucking enough for anyone. Not my parents not my friends not anyone I'm with. I have to be fucking everything. I have to be your whore your slave your master your owner your friend your foe your pusher your taker your druggie your angel your nurse your dr. death. I can't be all of it. I just fucking can't. My bipolar personalities seem to be splitting up into an ever-growing amount of personalities, each one more hideous than the one before.
You're tearing me apart into more pieces than there ever were meant to be. I am too many people now, I can't take everything I'm becoming. I feel myself losing grip of all my different particles, an atom with too many electron shells, I'm losing control of myself, and it's only a matter of time before the fucking nuclear explosion hits.
I cannot. I cannot handle this. Why am I never enough for you? Why do you need so much else? Why. Motherfucking why.