Knowledge is a Bitch
The knowledge that I will love Rod forever is kind of hard to accept sometimes. I know this guy will always screw me over and always make me miserable. I've named my ulcer after him for chrissakes. But like... I don't know. He's so important to my life, and I will always always love him no matter what happens or what we go through together or not.
It's weird that I'm writing this on 4/20, Drigo's favorite fucken holiday ever. I mean, you know he's out right now getting stoned as fucken hell while I'm sitting here...still kinda trippin' offa the acid I took last night and wondering a thousand different things. It's like...I'm having so many thoughts that I can't even write them or vocalize them or anything. There's just like....so much going on in my head right now it's not even funny.
I guess the reason that I'll always love Drigo is because he will always need me. No matter what happens, he's still a scared lost puppy to me that needs me to help him and save him and make everything alright. And I always need to be needed, I don't really know why.
Whatever man, I'm not makin sense. Eventually I'll write in here when I'm fucken sober and then it'll make some motherfucken SENSE!!
--Anna--
It's weird that I'm writing this on 4/20, Drigo's favorite fucken holiday ever. I mean, you know he's out right now getting stoned as fucken hell while I'm sitting here...still kinda trippin' offa the acid I took last night and wondering a thousand different things. It's like...I'm having so many thoughts that I can't even write them or vocalize them or anything. There's just like....so much going on in my head right now it's not even funny.
I guess the reason that I'll always love Drigo is because he will always need me. No matter what happens, he's still a scared lost puppy to me that needs me to help him and save him and make everything alright. And I always need to be needed, I don't really know why.
Whatever man, I'm not makin sense. Eventually I'll write in here when I'm fucken sober and then it'll make some motherfucken SENSE!!
--Anna--