St. Valentines Day Massacre... part II
Here it is again, that day i hate more than any other day of the year. Already I have filled my heart with disgust and it's not even ten o'clock a.m.
The girl after me in piano lessons brought our teacher some flowers. I wanted to puke on both of them. The girls name is Hein- but pronounced Hen. like the bird.
They're selling flowers on campus and i know that I'm not going to get any. I was in a relationship with Andy for almost a month. and then we started getting close to this day. and i couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't put myself through it all again.
I'm forever going to be spending valentines days alone. unless i can muster up the courage and learn how to trust again.
Ever since Bobby. Ever since i found out he was cheating on me on valentines day. Ever since i found out he got another girl pregnant on valentines day.
When i got onto myspace this morning I had a message from him. He was commenting on how i changed my layout. It was a simple ^^cool.
It's funny how even just one word can bring back so much hurt when it comes from someone you thought you loved...
The girl after me in piano lessons brought our teacher some flowers. I wanted to puke on both of them. The girls name is Hein- but pronounced Hen. like the bird.
They're selling flowers on campus and i know that I'm not going to get any. I was in a relationship with Andy for almost a month. and then we started getting close to this day. and i couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't put myself through it all again.
I'm forever going to be spending valentines days alone. unless i can muster up the courage and learn how to trust again.
Ever since Bobby. Ever since i found out he was cheating on me on valentines day. Ever since i found out he got another girl pregnant on valentines day.
When i got onto myspace this morning I had a message from him. He was commenting on how i changed my layout. It was a simple ^^cool.
It's funny how even just one word can bring back so much hurt when it comes from someone you thought you loved...