Oct 31, 2005 15:05
Im wearing matching underwear for noone.
Last night i got close to second base with someone i hold dear to me.
I've lost myself and almost everyone close to me.
And i'm okay with that.
Because I have found a new me. A me I actuaually like.
I feel selfish, but i dont. Because i have spent my entire life being unselfish.
and now its time for me.
I'm losing weight again. But i want that. Because i gained a lot. When i was past the breaking point.
An old man walked by my window. His dog was old too.
I don't feel old today.