(no subject)
i want it to be taken into consideration that i'm really angry while i'm writing this. just let that be known.
i know "me" better than anyone else in this entire world. i know who i am, i know what i think, i know what i feel and unless i describe that to someone in perfect detail, they're not going to know what it is i am/thinking/feeling/doing. and i don't like finding out through other people what you're saying about me.
i always respected your privacy. things that were important not to tell other people, i never told them. i still haven't. you, on the other hand, have been talking to me to other people.
like you said, it's been 7 months since we last talked. you really don't think i've changed and grown since then? i have. i'm in no place to say you haven't. it seems to me like you haven't, but maybe you have. only you can judge that. just like only i can judge whether or not I'VE changed. i know i have. i've matured over the past few months. and i have people to back that up.
i wish there was something i could do.
just to make you realize...i really don't need you anymore. i'm over what happened. i don't think you are. you still talk about me to other people.
i never talk about you anymore. except for now. because you started this.
please. just, if you have something to say, say it to my face.
i guess that's the most i can ask of someone like you.