Tuesday

[honkyblingbling]

So, if you're reading this that probably means that you wanna know what's going on with me & brandon, since that's all that everybody seems to care about...so i'll tell you. He dumped my sorry ass last friday after asking me back out 2 days before...i think it's crap..i don't really know why he asked me back out..the only thing i can think of was cuz he didn't want to see me with other boys or he just doesn't want me to get over him. We're just friends right now..but i doubt it will last long..its too hard for me. I miss him so much..he still acts like we're going out when we're alone...last night i think we took things too far. I knew it was a mistake afterwards..I knew it would bring back feelings that i'm trying to get over...I've been crying ever since. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wish there was no such thing as boys sometimes so I wouldn't know what I was missing out on.

whaaaaaatever

tell me if you want to hang out with me cuz i'm going crazy! i need to keep my mind occupied : )