Thursday
Yesterday was a snow day..I was so happy. I thought I was gonna be able to sleep in, but Brandon called me at 7:30 and told me he wanted me to come over. I was gonna try to go back to bed, but I couldn't, so I ended up going there @ like 8:30. We watched the movie Saw. It was pretty good...I was sorta confused at the ending, but whatever. Poor Adam & Larry.
Anyways..I went to work around 2:30. It went by pretty fast. My job isn't so boring anymore. The Accounts Recievable person at my work got laid off last week, so now I'm taking on some of her duties & I'm always busy. It's better that way though because now I'm not stuck sitting at my desk in front of the computer waiting for it to be 5. After that I went back to Brandon's and we hung out for a little while longer. Jon was there & we played halo for a while, then I left around 7:30.
I really don't think me and Brandon's relationship is gonna work out. I sorta ended it last night when he called me. I can tell he's not sure about what he wants right now and that's ok for him, but I'm not gonna sit around wondering if he's gonna come back to me or leave me here waiting forever. I'll be okay with it though, I'm trying to be strong! lol Our relationship is too dramatic, I can't deal with it. That's one of the reasons I didn't go to school today. I told him last night that I don't want to talk or see each other until he figures out what he wants. But he got all upset and told me he was gonna keep trying to talk to me and keep calling me and trying to get me to hang out with him until I give in. I figured if I could have a day without him forcing his way back to me, it might give me time to think and to make me stronger, so that I can stay away from him tomorrow without caving in. It wouldn't be so hard if we didn't have 3 classes together. One's in the morning, one's in the afternoon, and the other is at the end of the day. He sits next to me in all three classes so there's no way for me to avoid him.
I bet anything he's gonna try to get me back now though. He's the one that doesn't want to go back out right away, and now that I'm ending it, he'll probably panic and do everything to try to get me back. Sort of like last night, when he hung up on me and tried calling back a few minutes after. I didn't answer it so he kept calling and letting it ring like three times.
He says that I never make up my mind & that I don't know what I want...maybe that's true, I don't know...but he's doing the same exact thing. I guess we'll find out in a few days.
well, that's it! lol
Anyways..I went to work around 2:30. It went by pretty fast. My job isn't so boring anymore. The Accounts Recievable person at my work got laid off last week, so now I'm taking on some of her duties & I'm always busy. It's better that way though because now I'm not stuck sitting at my desk in front of the computer waiting for it to be 5. After that I went back to Brandon's and we hung out for a little while longer. Jon was there & we played halo for a while, then I left around 7:30.
I really don't think me and Brandon's relationship is gonna work out. I sorta ended it last night when he called me. I can tell he's not sure about what he wants right now and that's ok for him, but I'm not gonna sit around wondering if he's gonna come back to me or leave me here waiting forever. I'll be okay with it though, I'm trying to be strong! lol Our relationship is too dramatic, I can't deal with it. That's one of the reasons I didn't go to school today. I told him last night that I don't want to talk or see each other until he figures out what he wants. But he got all upset and told me he was gonna keep trying to talk to me and keep calling me and trying to get me to hang out with him until I give in. I figured if I could have a day without him forcing his way back to me, it might give me time to think and to make me stronger, so that I can stay away from him tomorrow without caving in. It wouldn't be so hard if we didn't have 3 classes together. One's in the morning, one's in the afternoon, and the other is at the end of the day. He sits next to me in all three classes so there's no way for me to avoid him.
I bet anything he's gonna try to get me back now though. He's the one that doesn't want to go back out right away, and now that I'm ending it, he'll probably panic and do everything to try to get me back. Sort of like last night, when he hung up on me and tried calling back a few minutes after. I didn't answer it so he kept calling and letting it ring like three times.
He says that I never make up my mind & that I don't know what I want...maybe that's true, I don't know...but he's doing the same exact thing. I guess we'll find out in a few days.
well, that's it! lol