Dear God,

[honkro]

Therre has been so many things going on in my life. I don't know what you are trying to tell me, or what path you are trying to lead me down. You know that sometimes it takes me a bit longer. I use to look at the events happening as something bad. I have over looked these "problems" and realized that what happened then has made a brighter tomorrow. When I didn't get the job I firsst wanted in was because I was sopose to be at oak park. I was devistated but now I couldn't be happier. I am taking a new approach to life. I know I might seem cold when I say typical when something bad happens but I know you create something better for me it is just typicall that I can not see what you are creating. I now what ever it is I am going through I really can't detirmine what it is I need or what I want. But I am learning somtimes what you need is exactly what I want. and you always give me what I need whether I know it or not. Whether I want it or not.

Thank you for your time love and devostion

Love
the girl you know better than herself.