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find myself alone at home on the weekends reading and sleeping all day when plans dont go quite as planned. reading about amazing things encourages me to do amazing things. but these things will probably never get done. its funny how we consume ourselves with marterial objects and other people. people we label as famous and celebrities. and how we yearn for attention through myspace posts, pictures with our f(r)iends, and online journals. dont rely on anyones else. cause where are your best friends and heros when you need them most? i want to give up the internet cause we are just too romantically involved right now. i acctually wish the internet never existed and then we wouldnt all be even more conventional and judgemental then we already were. we all like to think that we are who everyone wants to be, but how can we be that person when we are the ones wanting to be someone else? stop trying to impress everyone with yourself when you dont even know who you are yourself. get back to reality and what really matters. get to know yourself before anyone else can figure you out. listen to old mix tapes in the dark. go to the movies alone. do things that no one else is expect you to do. spend a day all by yourself and dont worry what youre missng out on, think about how everyone is just missing out on you.